Mind state: Mania

in #writing4 years ago (edited)

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Testing 123. Using Google Docs. Back at it again! Fuck all the bulshit moping. Yesterday ended up in the Gables around 10p at Copper to meet up with Barbie huge gorgeous blonde Playboy looking bimbo she's amazing and super sweet been trying to go out with her for a while now and finally got my shot. But… when I got there are there was a 4’11 redhead sitting alone at the bar next to my buddy who I had told to meet me out there, he went with his super awesome wingwoman girlfriend and I had to make an immediate switch in the game plan. I was swapping Blondie for Red but I had to play it real casual with both of them. Didn't want to upset anybody so I used my friend as a decoy to have conversations with an act like I'm not interested neither of them but in reality I was having a blast! E

Eventually exited right past me after going to the bathroom letter telling me she had to leave bc she got into an argument with someone in the bathroom which I think was total bullshit but I don't give a fuck. Regardless I was glad to see her go. Now I could focus on Red! Man was I having a blast. She was so sexy 4’11 nice titties nice ass worked out had a sexy ass one piece black dresses that said FUCK OFF on it at when I say red I mean like traffic light red. So now I was able to buy her drinks, flirt, touch, feel, dance and the best part was she loved my boys gf they were going in on each other! Started talking boats and vacations to her and I think it's on in popping got her number, already texted a bit so things are looking promising. In the end it's all bulshit but having a great time in life is what’s most important to me!

Funny part is when I get home like 1am Barbies texting me asking me what's up this and that, asking me about the girl. I just said it wasn't a big deal and that it was my boys gf’s coworker or something, but now she wants to go have lunch today! Go figure lol.

So this morning the stock markets crashing and I need to be more focused about this. I need to keep on top of my options. I need to learn option spreads! I can’t have so many open positions and I need to be ready to do the right thing. Once I purchase, I need to have a sell order. Once I sell to open I need to have a closing buy order. Buy when red. Sell when green. Need to streamline both of my accounts that should be my focus for today. Markets may dump further tomorrow because it's options closing day.

Streamline Crypto accounts as well.