I know it's difficult to know what to say and I don't count on anyone to tell me something that will be life changing. However, I do appreciate all form of encouragement, so I'm very thankful for your comment.

This was more about telling people how it is, and state the reasons for my recent absence, more than anything else. Even though I don't really owe Steem(it) anything, I do feel somewhat obligated to share things with my audience, especially as I've been doing it for a long period of time.

It just doesn't feel right to ignore or neglect my audience, no matter the reasons I have. I owe my audience to show my dedication, and one of the "responsibilities" I feel that I have is to share feelings and thoughts with them. No matter if it's good or bad things. That's my way of showing my gratitude for their endless support.

I'm in no position to take any form of vacation as I'm in the middle of studies, which is extremely important to me. So I just need to withstand things for as much as possible and continue to hope that things will be better. Soon. Thank you for the comment!