I miss laughing like that the way you just did. I miss it so much it makes me cry thinking about it. What happened to me? It makes me wonder am I that lonely? I miss my old self. I miss the fun me.
I think those who looked at you with disapproval during that laughter time are the same as me. Something died that can't even get infected with your laughter. I know I would. Laughter is contagious.
You should try to get out of this situation..
I know it is hard but you owe to yourself.
Yes, I try. Some days are better than others. Keeping myself busy helps a lot. It's a great diversion to help me keep going.