Dear Diary: I Feel Bloated Already And I Cannot Eat

Today I was only able to eat a few spoons of rice with a little fish. Our neighbor gave us some sweet rice gruel with coconut milk and yellow corn so that I ate too. After a few hours my mother gave me some avocado with condensed milk at 4:00 PM.

Supper time I was feeling myself if I could eat but I just asked mother to give me Loperamide because my intestines are revolutionizing maybe because of the avocado. I already feel that I am bloated and lost my appetite already, I just ate the one piece of small banana with the medicine that I took for a loose bowel movement.

Now I am just producing gas and have a bit of problem breathing considering that I got dialyzed yesterday. I might be farting all night and hope that the toilet will be usable tomorrow so that I there will be no trouble using it as it gets flooded with the gusty rains.

This digestive problem really originates from my parathyroid medicine I just am put into unceasing misery of that drug. I cannot take it off because I needed it, if I stop it my bone problem will get worsen so I am in the middle of the worst case of dilemma ever and i just hope to surpass this situation I may not last longer than I expect it.