Unable to get conclussion

in #life5 years ago

Lately, there are a lot going on in my mind. Everyday I will be thinking of new things that I can't get a conclussion of such as...

  • Which am I?
  • How do I behave? Should I be me or should I be what they want me to be?
  • What is my purpose?
  • How can I accept things as they are?
  • When can I quit doing things that I don't exactly enjoy?
  • Can I just follow instruction without judging the situation with my own thought or even make any suggestion?
  • Can I at least get a life with less stress?
  • When can I live the life I want to?

The truth is, I'm tired of spending maybe half of my life doing things that I'm not even sure what it is for or how long should I will be doing it.

I have different goals in my mind but I end up trying to achieve what some else goals for me. I'm not even sure if it is for me.

By the end of the day, I still go on with my life normally with all of this questions unanswered by myself.

Question become burden but I can't stop myself from questioning. I guess that is how I am as a human being.

Well, that is all for now.

Feel free to leave me some answer or any thoughts in my comment below.

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It's good to think about your life. I'll leave a little of my thoughts but these are complex things and not easy to express in a comment.

So I think we have to spend time everyday paying back society. Until we're maybe 5, we give nothing to society, we just get things. Food clothes toys and care from parents and family. Nothing wrong with that, it's just the way humans are. We can't do anything for ourselves when we're babies.

It's probably not until we're teens that we might give as much to society as we get everyday. At some point we have to give back more than we get to make things fair.

In your 20s 30s 40s you pay back all your debt to society by giving more than you get. That leads to stress and questioning. But remember that you are doing things for the people you love, just like the people who loved you did for you when you were little. It's all part of the cycle of life and it's good to do your part in the cycle.

Just some thoughts. Have a nice day!

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