It's good to think about your life. I'll leave a little of my thoughts but these are complex things and not easy to express in a comment.
So I think we have to spend time everyday paying back society. Until we're maybe 5, we give nothing to society, we just get things. Food clothes toys and care from parents and family. Nothing wrong with that, it's just the way humans are. We can't do anything for ourselves when we're babies.
It's probably not until we're teens that we might give as much to society as we get everyday. At some point we have to give back more than we get to make things fair.
In your 20s 30s 40s you pay back all your debt to society by giving more than you get. That leads to stress and questioning. But remember that you are doing things for the people you love, just like the people who loved you did for you when you were little. It's all part of the cycle of life and it's good to do your part in the cycle.
Just some thoughts. Have a nice day!
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