My short story!! Everyday is a blank paper❤️

When I was in college I had a time when I was really tired of school. I didn't study enough and sometimes I skipped days in school because we were gonna have a test that I had not prepared for. So I took the day off and went to the library in the city to study for the test that I just missed out so that I could do it another day. It was not the best way of dealing with school of course, but I got some really beautiful memories and experience from all these days I skipped school. I remember the very first time I did that.
It was an early, cold morning in April and I sat by the sea in the sunrise before the library opened. I had just spent over an hour talking about life with a stranger that I probably would never meet again. I just felt so happy. I had a cinnamon bun and a warm cup of coffee that I had bought from a café at the central station.
I felt so thankful for being right there in that moment. I felt free in a way I had never really felt before. And that is when I first really discovered that I had my own choice. That everyday is a blank paper, even if we think it's not. When we wake up we have already filled
the whole day with the normal patterns in our heads.
We have already set the level of what is possible and not, and what we will experience during that day. Just about the same as the day before. Back then, my normal pattern and daily "to do" was to go to school. And all my life I had done that. Because I thought that was the only way. The only choice. And suddenly, I saw that I did have a choice to not do it. To step outside of that frame. I felt like exploring an unknown path that I was not programmed to do.
When I was suppose to be in my classroom, instead I sat by the sea in the sunrise. It was beautiful. Such a simple thing, but that have become a memory of life. And from that day I knew that we don't always have to follow the stream. And by this I don't mean to stop going to school or work. But, there is something very powerful when you try to take a step outside the normal pattern. Just to experience it.
Immediately new things begin to happen. And you relize that in every moment, you have a choice. Everyday is a blank paper.☺️❤️❤️
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