In the odd twist in the circle of inspiration, @neeqi actually inspired my video that you mentioned, @buttcoins. I would've mentioned her by name in the video, but I didn't know how to pronounce it. I guess my aversion to being wrong got in the way of me giving Sarah the shout out she deserved! Oh well, live and learn.

Great vid btw, Señor Butt. I totally resonate with you on thumbnails. You finally get everything else done and then the Billy Mays of optimal content creation comes along and says "but wait, there's more!"

Also, totally relate to conflicting goals. What I've been trying to do, is focus on values instead of goals. Goals will naturally compete for your time, but values are things you can bring with you no matter what you're doing. So if your value for content creation is to connect with people and share the inspired things you have to offer, then you can be in alignment with that value in many ways, and then spread that value organically throughout your day. You may even find that focusing on the world around you instead of trying to content will allow you to make effortless content where you just tell the story of what you just did in the real world. And that will often resonate with your viewers so much more deeply because we can see how you've already made the world a better place, which inspires us to do more of the same!

Anyway, just spitballing here. Sincerely hope you enjoy your vacation and have a fun time discovering and getting back in touch whatever version of yourself life has inspired you to become!