[Prompt] Journey out of the bumhood ain't easy
Sometimes you're just too broken to fix.
From personal to non-personal outlook, there are overwhelmingly things that are wrong with you. People are not perfect, that's for sure. But when you're beyond repair, it's difficult to know where to start and you're so far away behind.
You're buried deep inside of nasty pool garbage that you don't know how to pile them out or get out. You tried but you're getting weary because you barely see the way out. Maybe there's no way out or maybe there is.
It is easier to accept thing as is and wait yourself to rotten and die. It's more comfortable.
But, the itchiness to know " what's out there?" " what are the doors of possibilities when you made it?" keeps itching your head.
So, you keep on working piling one trash to another. Everyday. Maybe you'll see a way out.
You are only beyond repair if that's your believe,
I hope this isn't too close to reality
and this was more fiction than what you feel to be your 'reality'.
Your 'reality' is just a repeated belief
and a belief is a repeated thought
Thoughts can be changed
or looked at differently
I know it's easier said than done ( I'm still a work in progress myself, daily work ) but you will feel better, if you just believe you can and accept the way things are, the person that you are.
You are perfect the way you are but change is definitely possible, in fact it happens all the time :>)
Big hug!