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I agree but I am willing to risk my life if I will get the chance to regain my basic functions and appearance.

Am sorry, what i meant is that, a surgery on your spine is a major thing. That will need a healthier heart and kidneys to tolerate the surgery. You might have it, but it won't change your heart/kidney functions.
Am so sorry.

Yeah I am aware of these compounded complications.
We will just see how and what the doctor will say.
But I am ready no matter what.

See what they say Kuya...nothing is impossible naman sa taas. Let's hear what they have to say. Though doctors aren't 100% sure of all their prognosis all the time.

I am used to bad news.
I remember when the neprologist had read my laboratory results in NKTI the first time.
The results reads that the kidney disease that I have could recur even if I will get a transplant. Plus I cannot be treated because of another complication.
It was my birthday that day.
I went home crying because I knew then what will happen.
Then it turned out unexpected things did happen and here I am.

The crying is over now but I don't know what is next to crying.

Acceptance and let God. It doesn't take away your fighting spirit though.
A patient was that once before her surgery. Laughing and all.
She made it.