Dear Diary: I'll Going To Visit My Eldest Brother Tomorrow To See His Home

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My sister-in-law tried to invite me into their new home months ago but I hesitated to go because of my body pains. But now it is quite different because I have not much pain and I am eased with my breathing due to that extra water that have drawn from my body by the dialysis treatment yesterday. So it just confirmed two things, that I really have some extra fluids from my body and that my parathyroid medication causes a crash in my blood pressure.

But I have a high BP today and it has been like that for quite a bit of time especially after I temporarily paused from taking it because it does make me feel so ill from my digestive condition to a loss in appetite. I soon will just discuss it with my doctor but maybe after I have collected needed funds from where I can get some just to alleviate some of my body's morphological problems. My metamorphosis just is like backwards, from a beautiful butterfly into an ugly creeping grub.

I live beside a busy street, it is noisy when cars and other vehicles comes by . When there is a parade then you will just be disturbed because of the walking music band so it is annoying because I am tired now of such noises. I just need some peaceful place where I can relax without much noise especially when I want to sleep in any time of the day.

So I needed a house that is quite decent enough and clean with a new bathroom where we will never be anymore embarrassed when other people would use it. But it is better to work on it because dreams will just not come into reality if nothing is done to make it happen, may God help me with all my endeavors in this still amazing life that I accidentally have.