adrianblackburn (46)in #anger • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 12: anger and accepting the system, believing it to be real and who we areI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to accept the current condition/state of this world/reality as…adrianblackburn (46)in #desire • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 11: Creating and living passion by investigating desire and fear of loss with writingI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to become so focused on making money, and that I’ve not…adrianblackburn (46)in #sex • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 10: letting go of the addiction to chasing romantic/sexual fantasiesI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the symbolism of potential sex with women as…adrianblackburn (46)in #fear • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 9: letting go of fear and stress to move me to action as an automated behaviourI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear having a heart attack I forgive myself that I’ve…adrianblackburn (46)in #giving • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 8: giving up for self change, input-outputSo I was pretty upset today because I had that experience of: surprise! You have to pay a bunch of money that you…adrianblackburn (46)in #unknown • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 7: communication, living out loud, self changeFor context, this is some self forgiveness I did based on a Life Alignment session I did with Leila Zamora Moreno. She…adrianblackburn (46)in #work • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 6: hyper-focus and a sense of always having to do somethingI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to ‘rest on my laurels’ of feeling like I have done something…adrianblackburn (46)in #fear • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 5: fear of loss and fear of the futureI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear the future and the unknown that the future represents…adrianblackburn (46)in #alone • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 4 - A sense of aloneness, the caveman lifeI have this sense of aloneness within myself, where I have this feeling like I can’t depend on anyone - in some…adrianblackburn (46)in #money • 5 years agoSelf forgiveness blog 3: chasing money, getting in touch with myselfI forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to apply myself in DIP/my process as a solution to get out…adrianblackburn (46)in #self • 5 years agoSelf Forgiveness blog 2: writing, self reflection and making moneyIn this moment, I have no idea specifically what I will write self forgiveness on, no preconceived ideas, yet I…adrianblackburn (46)in #hero • 5 years agoSelf Forgiveness Blog 1: Hero and Martyr fantasies, self trust and self confidenceI'm starting a new series here on Steemit where I will be sharing my process of writing self forgiveness statements…adrianblackburn (46)in #tough • 6 years agoRedefining the word "tough" and "toughness"Tough - redefining the words 'tough' and 'toughness' Tough is a word that I have given a positive charge to…adrianblackburn (46)in #control • 6 years agoFrom control to spontaneityI still get upset when I am reminded about my father since his death. My life goal is to live down my regrets by…adrianblackburn (46)in #thoughts • 6 years agoThoughts are happening - why am I not aware of them?Throughout my day, plenty of thoughts come up, but I tend to not really allow myself to become aware of them. I tend…adrianblackburn (46)in #relationship • 6 years agoSelf victimization in abusive relationshipsThe hurt is only perpetuated when I reach for more hurt. The fear of being hurt more exist only when it exist within…adrianblackburn (46)in #desteni • 6 years agoForgiving existence as myselfI forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge existence, to judge the creator of existence, and to…adrianblackburn (46)in #relationships • 6 years agoForgiving polarized relationshipsSelf direction, self creation, and asking for help - these are my 3 guidelines for the moment in my process. I've…adrianblackburn (46)in #desteni • 6 years agoEmbracing the mind with self forgivenessIt has been many years now since I have taken on the point of writing myself out with diligence and purpose. In the…adrianblackburn (46)in #fear • 7 years agoFear of being myself and speaking directlyA fear that I have uncovered within myself recently is the fear of simply being myself - I will elaborate on what that…
